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Pain's my companion, love's just a test

Every time I feel it, it's like a fresh mess

Depression's weightin' me down, PTSD's on my mind

Want you by my side, but you're not here, leavin' me blind

Lately, it's just me, in this bed, in this room

Demons playin' games, ain't no sleep, just the gloom

Prayin' for better days, but it don't seem near

Feelin' like I'm stuck, can't find no clear

Girl, come love me, I never had it right

Come save me, I don't know how to fight

These demons in my head, they just won't depart

Need your lovin', need your heart

The streets callin' me, but all I want is you

They so temptin', but you're my lil' temptation too

Tryna balance life, tryna find my way

But your love's the anchor that keeps me from strayin'

Tired of the struggle, tired of the pain

Want someone to hold me, want someone to remain

But it's hard to find, someone who's real

Got my guard up high, but it's startin' to feel

Like I'm losin' myself, like I'm losin' control

Want you to take the wheel, want you to make me whole

But it's just me, in this darkness, feelin' alone

Tryna find my way out, but it's hard to call home

I ain't cut like that, I won't give up the fight

Gonna keep on climbin', gonna keep on shinin' bright

Need a love that's real, need a love that's true

Maybe then I'll find my way, maybe then I'll make it through

Girl, come love me, I never had it right

Come save me, I don't know how to fight

These demons in my head, they just won't depart

Need your lovin', need your heart