Stuck in my head

I'm stuck in my head it's a never-ending fight

demons they talk to me day and night

anxiety's got me in a chokehold tight

depression's whispering you ain't right

family drama's a poison it's infecting my soul

alcohol and weed they're my escape goals

but they're temporary fixes they ain't making me whole

I'm just numbing the pain but it's still in control

I wanna move away from the drama and the stress

cut everybody off even family I must confess

I'm tired of being hurt tired of being lied to

tired of being trapped in this toxic life I'm living through

I'm searching for a way out a light in the dark

a chance to start anew to leave my mark

but it's hard when you're stuck in this rut

feeling like you're drowning in a sea of self-doubt

I'm trying to stay strong but it's getting hard to breathe

the weight of the world it's crushing me

I just wanna be free I just wanna be me

but it's hard when you're fighting demons and family drama constantly