I'm stuck in my head it's a never-ending fight
demons they talk to me day and night
anxiety's got me in a chokehold tight
depression's whispering you ain't right
family drama's a poison it's infecting my soul
alcohol and weed they're my escape goals
but they're temporary fixes they ain't making me whole
I'm just numbing the pain but it's still in control
I wanna move away from the drama and the stress
cut everybody off even family I must confess
I'm tired of being hurt tired of being lied to
tired of being trapped in this toxic life I'm living through
I'm searching for a way out a light in the dark
a chance to start anew to leave my mark
but it's hard when you're stuck in this rut
feeling like you're drowning in a sea of self-doubt
I'm trying to stay strong but it's getting hard to breathe
the weight of the world it's crushing me
I just wanna be free I just wanna be me
but it's hard when you're fighting demons and family drama constantly