How I feel

Family stabs you in the back leaves you out in the rain

Tired of the fake love see right through the pain

You think you know what I want but you dont know my name

Gonna get whats coming then Ill fade away

Slowly disappearing leaving no goodbye

No words no warning youll never hear me sigh

Im done with the hurt done with the pain

Gonna find my peace and leave the toxic games

Black sheep of the family but its peaceful to be free

Mind made up staying quiet arguing is just not me

Battling demons daily PTSD depression anxiety

Toxic environment messed up in the head you see

Slowly disappearing leaving no goodbye

No words no warning youll never hear me sigh

Im done with the hurt done with the pain

Gonna find my peace and leave the toxic games

Chapter 23 my time to shine

Found my happiness gonna make it mine

Leaving the past embracing the new

Gonna chase my peace and see it through

This is my story this is my rhyme

Im taking control gonna make it mine

No more fake love no more pain

Im moving on and I wont be the same