[Intro]
Yeah…
This shit don’t feel right no more
I can feel you slippin’
[Chorus]
I got them dark blues in my chest again
Feel like you already gone, just playin’ pretend
You say you love me, I don’t feel that shit
It’s in your voice, I can hear the distance in it
I got them dark blues, can’t sleep again
Every lil pause got me losin’ it
You say “we good,” but I know that’s cap—
That’s how it start when it’s dyin’ like this
[Verse 1]
You don’t look at me the same no more
Used to feel safe, now it feel unsure
You used to touch me like you needed me
Now it feel forced when you reach for me
Got me fucked up, I be overthinkin’
Every word, every move, every lil’ meanin’
You say I’m trippin’, I’m just readin’ you
And everything I see ain’t feelin’ true
You used to call me just to hear my breath
Now it’s hours goin’ by, I get nothin’ back
I’m sittin’ here tryna hold this shit together
While you slowly act like we don’t matter
[Pre-Chorus]
And I hate this feelin’ in my gut
Like I’m the only one still givin’ a fuck
Try to play it cool but it’s eatin’ me alive
‘Cause I can see it in your eyes
[Chorus]
I got them dark blues in my chest again
Feel like you already gone, just playin’ pretend
You say you love me, I don’t feel that shit
It’s in your voice, I can hear the distance in it
I got them dark blues, can’t sleep again
Every lil pause got me losin’ it
You say “we good,” but I know that’s cap—
That’s how it start when it’s dyin’ like this
[Verse 2]
You don’t kiss me like you mean it now
Used to hold me down, now you barely around
Got me beggin’ for the bare minimum
That shit hurt more than you just endin’ it
And I ain’t weak, I just hate losin’ you
But you already halfway out the room
I can feel it when you next to me
Like your body here, but you ain’t next to me
I’d rather you just say it straight
Tell me it’s over, don’t make me wait
‘Cause this slow fade shit cut too deep
You leavin’ in pieces, it’s killin’ me
[Bridge]
If you done, then be done, don’t lie to my face
Don’t keep sayin’ “forever” while you driftin’ away
I’d rather cry from the truth than smile in a fake
‘Cause this in-between shit got me ready to break
I feel you gone, even when you here
That’s the type of pain that don’t disappear
[Final Chorus]
I got them dark blues in my chest again
Tryna hold on but I’m losin’ grip
You say “it’s love,” but it feel like the end
And I don’t know who you are again
I got them dark blues, I can’t breathe right
Every damn second turn to a fight
If you don’t want me, just say that shit—
Don’t let me love you through goodbye like this
[Outro]
Yeah…
I felt you leave me
Before you ever walked away…
MalikKingston
