Dark Blue

Yeah…

This shit don’t feel right no more

I can feel you slippin’

I got them dark blues in my chest again

Feel like you already gone, just playin’ pretend

You say you love me, I don’t feel that shit

It’s in your voice, I can hear the distance in it

I got them dark blues, can’t sleep again

Every lil pause got me losin’ it

You say “we good,” but I know that’s cap—

That’s how it start when it’s dyin’ like this

You don’t look at me the same no more

Used to feel safe, now it feel unsure

You used to touch me like you needed me

Now it feel forced when you reach for me

Got me fucked up, I be overthinkin’

Every word, every move, every lil’ meanin’

You say I’m trippin’, I’m just readin’ you

And everything I see ain’t feelin’ true

You used to call me just to hear my breath

Now it’s hours goin’ by, I get nothin’ back

I’m sittin’ here tryna hold this shit together

While you slowly act like we don’t matter

And I hate this feelin’ in my gut

Like I’m the only one still givin’ a fuck

Try to play it cool but it’s eatin’ me alive

‘Cause I can see it in your eyes

I got them dark blues in my chest again

Feel like you already gone, just playin’ pretend

You say you love me, I don’t feel that shit

It’s in your voice, I can hear the distance in it

I got them dark blues, can’t sleep again

Every lil pause got me losin’ it

You say “we good,” but I know that’s cap—

That’s how it start when it’s dyin’ like this

You don’t kiss me like you mean it now

Used to hold me down, now you barely around

Got me beggin’ for the bare minimum

That shit hurt more than you just endin’ it

And I ain’t weak, I just hate losin’ you

But you already halfway out the room

I can feel it when you next to me

Like your body here, but you ain’t next to me

I’d rather you just say it straight

Tell me it’s over, don’t make me wait

‘Cause this slow fade shit cut too deep

You leavin’ in pieces, it’s killin’ me

If you done, then be done, don’t lie to my face

Don’t keep sayin’ “forever” while you driftin’ away

I’d rather cry from the truth than smile in a fake

‘Cause this in-between shit got me ready to break

I feel you gone, even when you here

That’s the type of pain that don’t disappear

I got them dark blues in my chest again

Tryna hold on but I’m losin’ grip

You say “it’s love,” but it feel like the end

And I don’t know who you are again

I got them dark blues, I can’t breathe right

Every damn second turn to a fight

If you don’t want me, just say that shit—

Don’t let me love you through goodbye like this

Yeah…

I felt you leave me

Before you ever walked away…