[intro]
The pain I got inside has me so numb,
ain’t much left to this life I’m so done with
The Demons in my head that I fighting,
They’ve been coming every night,
And I just don’t have any more will to fight.
I shut everyone out 'cause I wanna be alone, oooooohhhh I JUST WANT TO BE ALONEEE!!!
I’VE BEEN IN MY ROOM COUNTING DOWN THE TIME!
Counting down the hours 'til I finally leave this life!
I just don't wanna feel this pain anymore
I've been feeling worthless, useless, dumb & it’s been driving me out my mind.
Friends ask me how I'm doing, I tell em I've been fine
But the truth is, I don't wanna be alive,
[Chorus]
Speeding down the road, I been driving way too fast
140+ and I'm hoping that I crash
I don't want you to be sad when I'm gone, oh no,
This is just a song to my family and my friends,
I’m sorry but I ain't happy with the person that I am
No one listens, cus life’s so fast. Everyone so busy grasping for the past. No one’s saved up enough to just pay attention in the here and now. so, Im putting my goodbye in a song, so you can finally hear me out.
[Verse 2]
You Left me all alone, you know what you did, you stabbed me in the back.
You knew I was hurting and you left me when I needed you
Left me fightin' battles on my own while I was bleedin' out
I hope my family can feel better now
when they see I'm gone
Now they never have to deal with all the stress I brought on
[Chorus]
Speeding down the road, I been driving way too fast
140+ and I'm hoping that I crash
I don't want you to be sad when I'm gone, oh no,
This is just a song to my family and my friends,
I’m sorry but I ain't happy with the person that I am
No one listens, cus life’s so fast. Everyone so busy grasping for the past. No one’s saved up enough to just pay attention in the here and now. so, Im putting my goodbye in a song, so you can finally hear me out.