(Hook)
If I put this barrel in my mouth and pull the triggerr
Will the sins that I commit be the things you remember
Kurt cobain the way I pull the triggerrr
If I die right now what will you remember? (yeah… yeah…)
(Verse 1)
Late nights, dark thoughts, I been fightin’ demons (demons)
Heart cold, chest froze, barely even breathin’ (barely)
Say I’m fine, that’s a lie I been repeatin’ (I been lyin’)
Tears fall in the cup while I’m leanin’ (yeah yeah)
I don’t really know love, I just know the feelin’ (uh)
Temporary highs but the pain keep revealin’ (it don’t stop)
Every time I trust, I end up bleedin’ (bleedin’)
Every “forever” got an end, I’m startin’ to see it
(Hmm… yeah…)
I been runnin’ from myself, I can’t escape (can’t escape)
Lookin’ in the mirror, I don’t like the face (I don’t)
All these memories I wish I could erase (erase)
But they follow me around like a case (yeah…)
(Pre-Hook)
If I fade away tonight, would you care? (would you care?)
Or just post me in a caption, say a prayer? (say a prayer…)
I been drownin’ in my thoughts, need some air (need some air)
But nobody ever really there…
(Hook)
If I put this barrel in my mouth and pull the triggerr
Will the sins that I commit be the things you remember
Kurt cobain the way I pull the triggerrr
If I die right now what will you remember? (yeah… yeah…)
(Verse 2)
Broken heart, shattered soul, I been numb (so numb)
Tryna feel somethin’, but it never come (never)
Love turned pain, now I’m on the run (on the run)
From the man in the mirror I become
(Pills, drinks, yeah I mix it up)
Tryna fill the void but it ain’t enough (ain’t enough)
Every single night feelin’ outta luck (outta luck)
Playin’ with fate, yeah I call the bluff
(Hmm… oh…)
I don’t wanna die, I just wanna heal (wanna heal)
But the scars too deep, they don’t feel real (don’t feel real)
Smilin’ on the outside, hide the deal (hide it)
Inside I’m breakin’, yeah that’s the real
(Bridge)
Tell me would you stay if I opened up? (opened up)
Or would you walk away when it gets too rough? (too rough…)
I been needin’ love but I question trust (I don’t trust)
Every “I got you” turn to dust…
(Outro / Hook)
If I put this barrel in my mouth and pull the triggerr (no… no…)
Will the sins that I commit be the things you remember
Kurt cobain the way I pull the triggerrr
If I die right now what will you remember? (what you remember… yeah…)
(Hmm… yeah… fade out)
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