Freaking Out

(Hook)

I’m pretending every things all okay

I’m reaching out for help again today

I’m losing grip of my life, don’t fade away

I’m freaking out again, cause I know you won’t stay

(Verse 1)

The lights are flashing but I’m feeling black and white

Everybody’s dancing while I’m losing every fight

I can fake a smile, I can play the part

But every beat is trying to restart my heart

Your shadow follows every step I take

I’m running from the person that I helped create

The room keeps spinning faster than before

Still hoping you’ll come walking through that door

(Pre-Chorus)

Turn the speakers louder, let the silence drown

Maybe I won’t notice when I’m breaking down

Everybody’s moving like they’re feeling free

Why’s it always harder when it’s only me?

(Hook)

I’m pretending every things all okay

I’m reaching out for help again today

I’m losing grip of my life, don’t fade away

I’m freaking out again, cause I know you won’t stay

(Verse 2)

Mirrorball reflections hide the tears I wear

Searching every crowded room like you’ll appear

I keep chasing highs that never seem to last

While every good tomorrow turns into my past

The rhythm pulls me closer to the edge tonight

Trying to convince myself that I’ll be alright

But every heartbeat echoes through the bass

And every memory still wears your face

(Bridge)

Whoa-oh, don’t let me disappear

Whoa-oh, I need you somewhere near

The music keeps me breathing for another night

But when it fades I’m left alone beneath the lights

So if you’re listening, don’t let go of me

I’m tired of pretending I’m who they all see

(Final Hook)

I’m pretending every things all okay

I’m reaching out for help again today

I’m losing grip of my life, don’t fade away

I’m freaking out again, cause I know you won’t stay

(Outro)

The lights go out, the echoes stay

Another night just slips away

Still holding on to yesterday…