Destination

(Blinker clicking) (GPS: “Turn left. Make a U-turn. Your destination is on the right.”)

When will I arrive? I'm thirty-six, but I feel stuck at twenty-five Two kids, but I'm not a wife I feel like I'm living somebody else's life

When did I get stuck in drive? Been moving so fast, i never stopped to ask why

 Looking through the windshield at my whole damn life

But I don't recognize who's sitting inside

Gotta learn how to slow down when I need to

How to check the route and the people i speak to

So I don't get stuck Or run outta gas when I speed through

Am I going the wrong direction?

Or am I just taking the long way?

Every road I thought would lead me home

Somehow led me farther away

Maybe I'm not lost Maybe I'm just late

 Maybe there's still time

To change the route I take

(GPS: “Recalculating…”)

I thought I'd have it figured out by now Thought I'd know exactly where I'd be Instead I'm still searching for where I belong

Trying to find where to put me

I've made some wrong turns

 Missed some exits too

Spent too many miles

trying to break through

But maybe every road I took

Was teaching me something

I needed to know

Maybe I had to get lost

To finally find where Im meant to go

I have to let the past be the past

Let go of the pain I hide

 but If I gotta make a U-turn

At least this time, it's mine

Maybe I'm going the wrong direction

Maybe I'm taking the long way around

Maybe I burned a bridge or two

Thirty-six and Im nowhere to be found

I'm not lost, just need a new route

if I don't know where I'm going

I'll figure it out...

I cant control everything and i trust that God will guide my way.

Eventually ill find somewhere to park and stay.

(GPS: “Your destination is on the right.”)

[Outro] When will I arrive? Maybe I already did Maybe the destination Was learning how to give

How to give my worries to God

How to give my love to my kids

How to move on from the pain and hurt

And finally learn to live.

(GPS: “You have reached your destination.”)