If I Die Tonight

I can’t catch my breath I’m losing vision I’m seeing a blurry mess devil got my tongue every single word left unsaid heart beating slower I’m getting closer to death lord called on my soul and put me to rest

Soon as I step into this world as a sinner cursed from the start soon as I took my first breath to get taught to stand tall to stay in position and never fall and remove all bad and evil drop and keep that bad energy a long distance never know when the devil get closed then you know it’s your time to go always slipping put through his test and the devil trails and tribulation fear no man even if they wish death upon me so I’ll flip the script the way my spirit stays so wicked

Feeling like I might die tonight, if the lord calls I got to go

Feeling like I might die tonight, bless my soul you telling me it’s time to go

Feeling like I might die tonight, cry no tears I never showed fear

Dear lord if they ever decided to act on what been premeditated and played into position leaving me died for the night murdered in the day killed by the hands of a couple heads no good cowards seen in the lords but lord knows I was never happy here controlled like a puppet cursed with black magic is how I feel hearing voices for them watching me judging the way I live my life wanting to control my life putting fake consequences to all those around me mentally going crazy label me unstable documented as 51-50 saying I’m losing my mind put in position almost taking my life asking god why he put me through so much pain everyday waking up with murder on my mind

Feeling like I might die tonight, if the lord calls I got to go

Feeling like I might die tonight, bless my soul you telling me it’s time to go

Feeling like I might die tonight, cry no tears I never showed fear

Took care and always helped never said no never denied those who wasn’t even close to me it’s unheard of me do any scandal any type of dirt to my love ones family and all even those you ain’t blood kept it loyal kept it solid always stood true living the best way I can just earn my respect because one false move and I might be ending up in that grave six feet under in a all white casket zooted up in a all blue suit Stacy Adam’s on my feet as I got all eyes on me would you reminisce those memories we created would you remember all days worst and those days when it was better surrounded myself with thugs but loved all and kept all kinds around me so remember me as thuggery out nut who was ready for whatever go to war with anybody wrong or right if I love you I’m giving you my life

Feeling like I might die tonight, if the lord calls I got to go

Feeling like I might die tonight, bless my soul you telling me it’s time to go

Feeling like I might die tonight, cry no tears I never showed fear

So many voices in my head screaming why I won’t be dead I hear them crying mostly every night I can’t get them out of my head