Not enough time

Verse 1

I’m watching my life like it’s passing me by

Same streets, same nights, same reasons why

I say I’m fine but I feel it underneath

Like I’m meant for more than this repeating

I don’t wanna wake up years from now

Still wondering who I’d be if I got out

If I took the risk, if I didn’t stay

If I didn’t let fear decide my place

Pre-Chorus

Everyone says “you’ve got time, just breathe”

But what if time doesn’t wait for me?

Chorus

I don’t wanna live a life half-felt

Play it safe and call it help

I want chaos, I want change

Something real I didn’t plan

I don’t wanna look back wishing I tried

Or feel like I slowly let me die

I want everything I said I’d be

I just don’t know how to get there yet

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Verse 2

I’ve been stuck between comfort and escape

Too scared to leave, too scared to stay

I overthink every single move

Till I talk myself out of what I want to do

And I hate that voice inside my head

That tells me I’m better off instead

Just staying small, just staying known

But I don’t think I was built for that at all

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Pre-Chorus

What if the life I want’s not far?

What if I’m just where my fears are?

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Chorus

I don’t wanna live a life half-felt

Play it safe and call it help

I want chaos, I want change

Something real I didn’t plan

I don’t wanna look back wishing I tried

Or feel like I slowly let me die

I want everything I said I’d be

I just don’t know how to get there yet

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Bridge

Maybe I’m closer than I think I am

Maybe I just need to take the chance

Even if it all falls through my hands

At least I’ll know I didn’t stand still

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Final Chorus (bigger)

I don’t wanna live a life half-felt

I don’t wanna be somebody else

I want moments I can’t control

I want a life that feels like mine

I don’t wanna fade into “what if”

Or settle down with “this is it”

I want everything I said I’d be

And I think it’s still inside of me