Look,
I swear I had it buried, thought I threw it in the dirt
Thought enough time would finally make it hurt less
Everybody got a story they wish they could rewrite
Mine starts with you and a choice I made that night
Back then I was young, thought I knew what was right
Saw the world black and white, never questioned my sight
Now I’m older, looking back through a different lens
Think I lost more than I knew when I lost a friend
And I ain’t blaming anyone, that one’s on me
Can’t change the past, can’t undo what I seen
But every now and then it hits me out the blue
How different would it be if I chose you?
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Hook
And it’s all on replay
Your voice in my head got me stuck in the same place
Tried moving on but the feeling won’t change
Every time it fades, it just comes back again
I tell myself let it go, let it die
But my heart and my head never see eye to eye
Maybe it’s nothing, maybe I can’t refuse
All I know is every road leads back to you
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Verse 2
There were times I stepped back, thought I moved on
Focused on myself, had my life going strong
Then we’d talk for a bit, we’d laugh for a while
And I’d forget for a second then fall back in denial
And that’s what messes with me more than anything
You never had to try, you were just being you naturally
While I’m sitting overthinking every word I say
Trying to act like I don’t replay every day
Like should I say something or just leave it alone?
Would it change what we built, would it break what we know?
I’d rather have you here than risk it all and lose
But keeping it inside is breaking me too
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Hook
And it’s all on replay
Your voice in my head got me stuck in the same place
Tried moving on but the feeling won’t change
Every time it fades, it just comes back again
I tell myself let it go, let it die
But my heart and my head never see eye to eye
Maybe it’s nothing, maybe I can’t refuse
All I know is every road leads back to you
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Outro
Maybe one day I’ll get my answer
Maybe one day this all makes sense
Maybe you’ll never know how I felt
Or maybe you knew it all along
Either way…
I’m tired of pretending you don’t cross my mind
When you’re the thought I keep coming back to
