[I]
Door closed
Access denied
You don’t get me anymore
[V1]
You came in with a love bomb
Fed me all your pretty lies
Now I see the fucking truth
And I’m cutting every tie
I crowned you in confusion
Fed on crumbs like they were proof
Then the crown fell off your fucking head
No class, no couth
I called you my king
While you fed me scraps
Built you a throne
While you kept turning your back
Gave you my time
Gave you my truth
But you only loved me
When it benefited you
[Pre]
You made my pain about your pressure
Made my body feel like blame
I came to you needing shelter
And you handed me shame
You said you had shit to deal with
Like I was one more damn storm
But I was the one breaking inside
While you stayed selfish and warm
[C]
So fuck your crown, I’m taking it back
Fuck those crumbs, I don’t live like that
No more begging, no more proof
No more breaking myself for you
I’m taking back my energy
Taking back my time
Taking back every damn piece of me
You thought you could leave behind
No more access, no more key
You lost the best damn parts of me
Door closed, no coming through
Fuck your crown and fuck you too
[V2]
You played the king when I was kneeling
Played the hero in my head
But the second I questioned your bullshit
The crown fell off your fucking head
You played the saint when I was loyal
Like I was blind to all your lies
But the second I asked for the truth
You showed the monster you hide inside
I saw the monster in pieces
In the way you’d shut me down
In the calls you used to hang up
When my heart was reaching out
I kept making excuses
For the cruelty in your mouth
But now I’ve seen the whole damn thing
And I want nothing to do with it now
[Repeat C]
[Br]
The man I fell in love with
Was a myth, a fucking illusion
I wasn’t grieving your ass
I was grieving my damn confusion
You wore soft like a costume
Played warm when it was easy
But the moment I got vulnerable
You turned cold and fucking greedy
You don’t get my love
You don’t get my tears
You don’t get my body
You don’t get my years
You don’t get my late nights
You don’t get my calls
You don’t get to watch me
Come crawling when I fall
I was not your burden
I was not your game
You don’t get to hurt me
Then make me wear the blame
[Final C]
So fuck your crown, I’m taking it back
Fuck those crumbs, I don’t live like that
No more begging, no more proof
No more breaking myself for you
I’m taking back my energy
Taking back my name
Taking back my power
Taking back my flame
You were never my king
Just a man I overfed
Bloated on my loyalty
With a crown on your head
You had all of me
Every piece I had left
Then you fed me fucking scraps
And called it love till I was dead
Now I’m taking back my throne
No more bowing, no more dread
You were never my king
This crown belongs on my head
