やわらかな狂気」 – “Soft Madness” - by kyuji

静かに始まる夜 (The night begins quietly)

あなたの声が胸に刺さる (Your voice pierces my heart)

笑ってるのに　泣いてるようで (You smile, but it feels like crying)

やさしささえ　狂ってた (Even your kindness felt insane)

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You held me like I might break,

Whispered lies for my own sake.

Love was soft but sharp like glass—

How long did you think this could last?

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壊れそうな愛 (This fragile love)

触れたらまた傷つく (Hurts again when touched)

Crazy emotions in my chest,

I can’t breathe, I can’t rest.

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I fell in love with the way you hurt me,

Your silence was the sweetest scream.

I called it love, but it was blurry—

A soft, cruel, beautiful dream.

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心の奥で叫んだ (I screamed deep inside)

「私を見て」と (Just look at me)

あなたの影を追いかけるたび

自分を見失った (Every time I chased your shadow, I lost myself)

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So crazy, so soft, so wrong, so right,

You held my heart too tight.

優しさが毒になって (Kindness turned to poison)

今も離れられない (Even now, I can’t let go)

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やわらかく狂っていく (Softly, I’m going insane)

But I still call it love…