Waking up

Eyes open in a panic. Waking up. Why’s it got to be so difficult? Hop out of bed. Feelin like I’m dead. Wondering if this all. Takin Adderall. Dopamine explosion in my brain. 12 hours from now, then I’ll be drained. No problem though. Just take another one and I’ll be good for another 12. You keen in on everything. Is that dust on my shelves? Time to eat. Make sure you include some meat. 3 eggs for protein. Wish I could go back being a teen. Lookin in the mirror. Damn I’m lean. Time to work out. Then get on my route. Sucks I have to work. Druggies on the lurk. Trying to the right thing. But I’m getting struck with lightning. Everyone sucks. It’s just my luck. That some cuck, struck my truck, and now I’m stuck. How much more can I take. Everything breaks. Quality control is out the door. Everyone’s poor. Everyone don’t care. Everyone’s in a scare. They need to bring back DARE. Look at society. People on the streets. Beggin for money. Beggin for drugs. Will work for drug money. Not for food. I’m just not in the mood. For this constant chaos. People looking to a seance. Talking to what you can’t see. God are you there? But where? I’m scared. Will I get eatin by a bear? Probably not. That’s rare. Today, families don’t care. It’s easy to get out of situations. Hard to get truthful publications. All you need is an attorney to change your journey. If things get tough. If your feelin rough. My shoes just got scuffed. Back to bed. I’m done!