[Chorus-Female]
I’m in a battle with myself lately
Just give me some space please
I don’t know who I am
I’m trying to figure it out, but don’t know if I can
Everyone and everything is so confusing
I’m in desperate need of something soothing
[Verse-Male]
When you look at me
I don’t see what you see
I may have B D D
I’m in a constant battle
Not with you but with me
It can make my brain rattle
I don’t know how to act
Because every body reacts, so different these days
I want to go back, in time
When I was in my prime
When people were normal
But Cern had to open that portal
And let in the paranormal
Everyday now is in a chaos with constant struggle
Once I leave home, I want to go back instantly for a snuggle
I question who I am daily not knowing who I am anymore
All this worry, I want this weight off my shoulders and thrown on the floor
[Chorus-Female]
I’m in a battle with myself lately
Just give me some space please
I don’t know who I am
I’m trying to figure it out, but don’t know if I can
Everyone and everything is so confusing
I’m in desperate need of something soothing
[Verse-Male]
I don’t need to get in an altercation with anyone
Because I’m constantly fighting myself and done
I’m my worse enemy, I’m my worse fear
God, grab the wheel and steer
I need to shake this uncertainty off
Hesitant to speak and I start to cough
Who is this in the mirror?
Life is kicking me in the rear
My eyes are tired and strained
This current life is so mundane
Every step is a struggle
Where is God? I’m in trouble
Pretending that all is good when it is not
My blood is boiling so I’m always hot
I need to defeat the monster within
I’m way overdue, and deserve a win
[Chorus-Female]
I’m in a battle with myself lately
Just give me some space please
I don’t know who I am
I’m trying to figure it out, but don’t know if I can
Everyone and everything is so confusing
I’m in desperate need of something soothing
[Verse-Male]
I hate not knowing who I am
But damn, I love driving my Ram
Just when I think I found myself
I become stealth
Trapped in my house in isolation
And avoiding the mental institution
The devils on one side and Gods on the other
Maybe all this is because I grew up without a mother
How many rounds will I go?
I’ve got to get out of this low
My confidence has been destroyed
From all the men on steroids
Has it been twelve rounds?
Or am I just so tired I decided to lay on the ground ?
I wouldn’t say I’m defeated
But much love is needed
[Chorus-Female]
I’m in a battle with myself lately
Just give me some space please
I don’t know who I am
I’m trying to figure it out, but don’t know if I can
Everyone and everything is so confusing
I’m in desperate need of something soothing