[Verse-Male]
I’m fed up with life
I’m 46 years old and still without a wife
I keep looking down at my wrist holding this knife
This mental pain is getting the best of me, but I keep on putting up a fight
No this ain’t right
God I’m bright
But this tension is holding me tight
I feel like I’m trapped
Being pushed back
Because I lack the motivation
Maybe I need crack?
To sort out these facts on my Mac
If people keep pushing me
They’re gonna get smacked
[Chorus-Male]
This is not the life I dreamed of
This is not how it’s supposed to go
I just wanted a family together
But because of you, that will never happen
[Verse-Male]
I’m trying to succeed and be the best I can
But I ran into a few obstacles with these fools
Who want to make their own rules
Stealing my money to afford more jewels
But that’s gonna end
When I win
And expose your sins
By myself and real friends
And then that will be your end
And you’ll begin to realize you messed up
And messed with the wrong guy who you thought was shy
I’m tired of dealing with you!
Bye!
[Chorus-Male]
This is not the life I dreamed of
This is not how it’s supposed to go
I just wanted a family together
But because of you, that will never happen