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still sleep on your side sometimes,

Just to feel closer to the life that died.

The blankets smell like tears and regret,

And I don’t think my chest has healed yet.

Your pictures still live inside my phone,

But somehow I’ve never felt so alone.

I read our old messages when I can’t sleep,

Like reopening wounds that cut too deep.

Pre-Chorus

You promised me forever so gently,

I didn’t know forever could leave me.

Chorus

Now your love feels like a dream fading away,

Like colors disappearing into rain.

You broke my heart pretending little pieces survive,

But I lost parts of myself the night I cried.

I keep going through the texts on your phone,

Hurting myself just to know what I don’t.

And I’m trying to forget your voice somehow,

But grief still sounds like you right now.

Verse 2

I remember the way you held my face,

Like nothing could ever take my place.

Now I wonder if you held her that way too,

Said the same words I believed from you.

The worst part isn’t even what you did,

It’s knowing I still miss it.

I still miss laughing in your car,

Still miss who I thought you were.

Pre-Chorus

And I hate that my heart still aches,

For someone who let it break.

Chorus

Now your love feels like a dream fading away,

Like colors disappearing into rain.

You broke my heart pretending little pieces survive,

But I lost parts of myself the night I cried.

I keep going through the texts on your phone,

Hurting myself just to know what I don’t.

And I’m trying to forget your voice somehow,

But grief still sounds like you right now.

Bridge

Sometimes I still wait for your name to appear,

Like maybe losing me will finally hurt you too.

But silence keeps answering instead,

And silence sounds louder than anything you said.

Final Chorus

Now I cry in the middle of the night,

Holding memories way too tight.

The future we planned keeps haunting me,

Like ghosts of who we used to be.

And your love keeps fading more each day,

But the pain somehow still stays.

I know I’ll survive without you somehow…

I just don’t know who I am now.

Outro

So if you ever think about me someday,

I hope it hurts watching my memory fade.

Because loving you destroyed me slowly,

And now I have to rebuild me lonely.