Four years sitting next to you in bed,
Thinking forever was still ahead.
You used to trace circles on my skin,
Now all I do is replay where it ended.
Your phone kept lighting up the room,
Little vibrations sealing our doom.
I wish I never looked that night,
But ignorance doesn’t make things right.
Pre-Chorus
You said I was overthinking again,
But intuition always finds the end.
Chorus
One text away from losing everything,
One name on your phone shattered all my dreams.
You broke my heart pretending little pieces don’t stay,
But I still carry them every day.
Now your love feels like a dream fading away,
Like sunlight disappearing into rain.
And I’m never going back again,
To someone who could lie and still call me “best friend.”
Verse 2
I still remember our late-night talks,
Picking wedding songs on midnight walks.
You said we’d have kids with my eyes and your smile,
Guess you stopped believing that after a while.
I would’ve stayed through every storm,
But betrayal changes someone’s form.
Now I look in the mirror and barely see
The girl I used to be.
Pre-Chorus
Love shouldn’t make your chest feel numb,
Or make you scared of what you’ll become.
Chorus
One text away from losing everything,
One name on your phone shattered all my dreams.
You broke my heart pretending little pieces don’t stay,
But I still carry them every day.
Now your love feels like a dream fading away,
Like sunlight disappearing into rain.
And I’m never going back again,
To someone who could lie and still call me “best friend.”
Bridge
I hate that I still miss your voice,
Still miss being your choice.
But I can’t keep loving somebody
Who made me question my worth constantly.
Final Chorus
Four years became ashes overnight,
Burned alive by secrets and lies.
Now I sleep with tears instead of peace,
Trying to convince myself heartbreak leaves.
But your memory still lingers like smoke,
Like promises already broke.
And your love keeps fading further away,
More every day.
Outro
Maybe someday I’ll stop loving you,
The way damaged hearts eventually do.
But tonight I’m still here falling apart,
Holding the ruins of my heart.