hallucination

verse 1:

the room spins,

kaleidoscopes blur and bend.

the darkness always wins —

I stopped trying to pretend.

her voice is louder than i remember,

cold sweat dripping down my face.

her hair is amber,

i can see her clear as grace.

pre-chorus:

she told me to do it,

said I could take the heat.

did you feel that hit?

my heart skipped a beat.

chorus:

nightmare on my sleeve,

caught in my creation.

stealing my peace,

feeding my hallucination.

verse 2:

sleep paralysis takes me,

it’s tightening the air.

I might be having a crisis —

but no one’s really there.

the words haunt me to death,

the shadows are watching me,

there lies something underneath,

please, I don’t wanna see.

pre-chorus:

I wake inside a dream,

the dark devours my mind.

is this reality —

or what I left behind?

chorus:

nightmare on my sleeve,

all this imagination,

stealing my peace,

feeding my hallucination.

outro:

save me, help me,

the box is too high on my shelf.

I can’t carry it alone —

I’m losing myself.

I haven’t slept in days,

I just need some space.

please let me find my place —

this can’t be just a phase… can it?