you were never fucking mine by jozrithin - Zona

you were never fucking mine by jozrithin - Zona

Lyrics

VERSE 1 (male – female – male)

I had this hope,

it’s not the same,

but your distance hit me fucking cold,

you didn’t even say my name.

I asked for help,

I told you: tell the truth,

you said there’s no one else —

still left me fucking bruised.

I’m so tired,

my brain’s unwired,

I’m so done,

my mind is already fucking gone.

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PRE-CHORUS (female scream)

hold your breath,

I don’t want to hear your fucking lies.

I’d rather face death,

my eyes filled up with fucking flies.

it’s funny how you thought

I wouldn’t leave.

no need to fight —

there’s finally relief.

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CHORUS (male & female + scream layer)

when will it end,

when did we stop to pretend?

it was never about me,

you just refused to see.

you lied to yourself,

it was misery itself.

I trusted this one time —

but you were never fucking mine.

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VERSE 2 (male scream)

don’t talk to me like that,

I asked for your forgiveness.

don’t get mad,

I was just trying to fill the emptiness.

you were perfect for this,

because you never saw me.

you wished I fucking never cared,

you believed I just disappeared.

I’m fucking sorry —

but only ’cause I got caught.

I lied, never wanting to carry

the damage I caused.

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PRE-CHORUS (male + clean scream tail)

stop crying,

stop fucking whining.

I don’t care at all —

even if you fall.

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CHORUS (male & female + scream layer)

when will it end,

when did we stop to pretend?

it was never about me,

you just refused to see.

you lied to yourself,

it was misery itself.

I trusted this one time —

but you were never fucking mine.

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BREAKDOWN (BMTH style – male only / heavy)

no — oh hell no,

I won’t go.

I’ll keep you in the dark,

look — I had to steal your spark.

I’ll make you feel sorry,

for making you worry.

I’ll tell you all those fucking lies

till every bit of hope just dies.

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POST-BREAKDOWN (female clean + tail)

I hit rock bottom,

I’m fucked up inside.

my soul’s rotten,

so I learned to hide.

is this hell?

I burned myself.

I tried to yell —

but I was fighting myself.

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OUTRO (dark metal – scream + spoken)

you will never break me again,

not in this life.

I will remain

and survive every fucking fight.

I don’t understand how someone

can be this fucking damned.

I got my blood on my hands

from the war you always planned.