[Intro]
Yeah, yeah
Runnin' from the pain in a blacked-out Benz
Codeine clouds, I don’t need no friends
She said love me, I don't know what that is
Tears in my cup, I sip when it ends
[Hook]
Fast lane, feelings crashin’
Heart broke, but I still look lavish
Xans in a bag, soul in fragments
I been numb so long, it’s a habit
All these girls just temporary magic
Fame too loud, I can't mask it
I just freestyle pain on the mattress
Hope my mom know I ain't mean that madness
[Verse 1]
Tattoo scars, red eyes in the mirror
Heard the devil whisper, I ain’t get clearer
Private flights, still can't fly from the fear
Fans scream loud, but I don’t hear
Pop another pill just to feel alive
Tell my bros I’m good, that’s another lie
Used to dream of this life in junior high
Now it’s late nights, tryna not to die
[Hook]
Fast lane, feelings crashin’
Heart broke, but I still look lavish
Xans in a bag, soul in fragments
I been numb so long, it’s a habit
All these girls just temporary magic
Fame too loud, I can't mask it
I just freestyle pain on the mattress
Hope my mom know I ain't mean that madness
[Verse 2]
Love songs on tour buses
She cryin' while I dodge discussions
They love me but don’t know nothin’
About the pills I pop just to function
Trophies don’t fix trauma
Chains don’t heal the drama
Tryna stay alive for my mama
Still hear “999” like a mantra
[Bridge]
Every song’s a cry for help
I talk to beats 'cause I hate myself
But they call it “genius,” I call it hell
Look in my eyes, you can probably tell
[Hook – Outro]
Fast lane, feelings crashin’
Heart broke, but I still look lavish
Xans in a bag, soul in fragments
I been numb so long, it’s a habit
All these girls just temporary magic
Fame too loud, I can't mask it
I just freestyle pain on the mattress
Hope my mom know I ain't mean that madness...
LucidSoul
