Fast Lane Feelings

Yeah, yeah

Runnin' from the pain in a blacked-out Benz

Codeine clouds, I don’t need no friends

She said love me, I don't know what that is

Tears in my cup, I sip when it ends

Fast lane, feelings crashin’

Heart broke, but I still look lavish

Xans in a bag, soul in fragments

I been numb so long, it’s a habit

All these girls just temporary magic

Fame too loud, I can't mask it

I just freestyle pain on the mattress

Hope my mom know I ain't mean that madness

Tattoo scars, red eyes in the mirror

Heard the devil whisper, I ain’t get clearer

Private flights, still can't fly from the fear

Fans scream loud, but I don’t hear

Pop another pill just to feel alive

Tell my bros I’m good, that’s another lie

Used to dream of this life in junior high

Now it’s late nights, tryna not to die

Fast lane, feelings crashin’

Heart broke, but I still look lavish

Xans in a bag, soul in fragments

I been numb so long, it’s a habit

All these girls just temporary magic

Fame too loud, I can't mask it

I just freestyle pain on the mattress

Hope my mom know I ain't mean that madness

Love songs on tour buses

She cryin' while I dodge discussions

They love me but don’t know nothin’

About the pills I pop just to function

Trophies don’t fix trauma

Chains don’t heal the drama

Tryna stay alive for my mama

Still hear “999” like a mantra

Every song’s a cry for help

I talk to beats 'cause I hate myself

But they call it “genius,” I call it hell

Look in my eyes, you can probably tell

Fast lane, feelings crashin’

Heart broke, but I still look lavish

Xans in a bag, soul in fragments

I been numb so long, it’s a habit

All these girls just temporary magic

Fame too loud, I can't mask it

I just freestyle pain on the mattress

Hope my mom know I ain't mean that madness...