Cold codien

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🎵 Title: “Cold Codeine”

Yeah…

(Yeah)

Tell me why it hurts like this

I thought the drugs would fix it

Codeine in my cup, but it don’t heal the pain

I’ve been runnin’ from myself, just to lose again

She left me in pieces, scattered like rain

Now I’m drownin’ in the silence, numb in my brain

Told her I’m fine — I lied

Smilin’ while I’m dead inside

Roll another blunt just to pass the time

But the high fades quick, and the truth don’t hide

Heartbreak kid, yeah, that’s me

Tryna fall in love with a fantasy

She said forever — then she let me bleed

Now I’m stuck in hell with my memories

Pop two pills, just to fall asleep

But the nightmares still find a way to creep

I see her face when I try to dream

Love’s a war, and I can’t find peace

They say “time heals” — that’s cap

Still got your name in a heart on my back

Still hear your voice in my head when I crash

Tears in my eyes every time I laugh

Codeine in my cup, but it don’t heal the pain

I’ve been runnin’ from myself, just to lose again

She left me in pieces, scattered like rain

Now I’m drownin’ in the silence, numb in my brain

Told her I’m fine — I lied

Smilin’ while I’m dead inside

Roll another blunt just to pass the time

But the high fades quick, and the truth don’t hide

Wrote her name in a song I’ll never drop

Wrote our love in a dream that had to stop

Now I’m talkin’ to the stars like they my friends

Hopin’ they can tell me where the hurt ends

Tatted up pain, can’t erase that

All these fake smiles like a face mask

Broken glass heart in a paper bag

And I still carry it like a chain I drag

I don’t know how to be okay

All my joy got washed away

She was my sun on a rainy day

Now I’m just lost in the shades of grey

Codeine in my cup, but it don’t heal the pain

I’ve been runnin’ from myself, just to lose again

She left me in pieces, scattered like rain

Now I’m drownin’ in the silence, numb in my brain

Told her I’m fine — I lied

Smilin’ while I’m dead inside

Roll another blunt just to pass the time

But the high fades quick, and the truth don’t hide

Yeah…

I lied

I lied

I’m still broken inside…