[Verse 1]
I’m scrollin through our history
Frozen smiles, old messages that still hit me
You said “call if it gets heavy, you ain’t gotta fight alone”
But I chose distance over honesty and slammed the door on home
Left you on read when you read me the most
Felt the fear in my chest, turned my heart into a ghost
Thought I was protectin you by steppin out the way
Really I was just scared of what you’d say
[Chorus]
Now I’m sittin here, losin myself
Staring at your face on a busted phone shelf
Replayin every word that I threw like a stone
You were right there, and I pushed you out my zone
You’re gone ‘cause I cracked under pressure I hid
Didn’t trust your love with the mess that I am
Now the silence hittin harder than the fights ever did
I’m sorry
I’m sorry, yeah I’m sorry
[Verse 2]
I remember your hoodie on the back of my chair
You laughed, said “keep it, so a piece of me’s there”
Now it’s hangin like a promise that I broke last year
Smells like your perfume and my old fear
I blamed work, blamed life, blamed the weight on my chest
Truth is I never learned how to live in a mess
So I packed my bags with excuses and pride
Left you holdin all the questions I kept locked inside
[Chorus]
Now I’m sittin here, losin myself
Staring at your face on a busted phone shelf
Replayin every word that I threw like a stone
You were right there, and I pushed you out my zone
You’re gone ‘cause I cracked under pressure I hid
Didn’t trust your love with the mess that I am
Now the silence hittin harder than the fights ever did
I’m sorry
I’m sorry, yeah I’m sorry