[Intro]
Yeah
Too fast
Too far
Too late?
[Verse 1]
I’ve been staring at the fan blades
Spinning like my bad days
Phone full of our screenshots
Heart full of our ashtrays
You say I’m here but I’m distant
Face close, soul missing
Chasing all these small hits
While the big thing’s slipping
You say, “You don’t even look at me
You just look away”
I guess I’m scared of what I’d see
If I really stayed
I been dodging my reflection
You been dodging goodbyes
We both talking ’bout the weather
While the storm’s in our eyes
[Chorus]
I’m losing you while I’m losing me
Can’t tell the hurt from the memory
Every fight feels like history
Rewriting us, rewriting me
I’m losing you while I’m losing me
Can’t find the truth in this honesty
If I save you, who gon’ rescue me?
I’m losing you while I’m losing me
[Verse 2]
Missed calls on the dash lit
You hate when I’m half in
Say I’m married to the madness
And you’re tired of the ad-libs
You just want a calm night
I just want the wrong highs
You holding out both hands
I’m holding in my own cries
How I’m supposed to be your safe place
When I’m breaking too
Can’t pour out a full glass
From a vacant room
You keep asking what I’m hiding
I don’t even know the code
I’m a stranger in my hoodie
Walking circles in my home
[Chorus]
I’m losing you while I’m losing me
Can’t tell the hurt from the memory
Every fight feels like history
Rewriting us, rewriting me
I’m losing you while I’m losing me
Can’t find the truth in this honesty
If I save you, who gon’ rescue me?
I’m losing you while I’m losing me
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
If I let you go to keep you whole
Does that make me the villain or the ghost?
If you walk away to save your soul
Will I finally face the one I know?
[Chorus]