[Intro]
[guitar riff]
You hit my phone at 2 AM
Never ask how I’ve been
Just “you up?” again
Same script
Same ending
[Verse 1]
You only love me
When the lights are low
Hands on my body
But you keep your soul closed
I laugh at your jokes
You don’t know my last name
I swallow my hurt
You just drown in my frame
[Chorus]
I’m tired of being your favorite bad habit
Used when you want it
Then you vanish like magic
I’m more than a body you bend in the dark
You pull on my strings
Then you tear me apart
I’m tired of feeling like I’m made of plastic heartstrings
Pulled for your pleasure till it hurts me
I’m not your secret
Not your sin
I’m done being only what you slip your desire in
[Verse 2]
You text “I miss you”
But it means my skin
You never ask why
I’ve been quiet again
You trace my curves
Skip over my scars
You know every spot
But you don’t know who I am
[Pre-Chorus]
How did I shrink myself
To fit inside your hands?
[low vocal register]
Let you erase my wants
Just to call it romance
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[piano riff
Drums pull back]
I used to think
If I gave you everything
You’d see me
You’d keep me
But you only see
What you can take
What you can break
Then leave me
[whispered vocals]
You leave me
Picking up pieces in the shower
Crying on the floor for hours
Asking what is wrong with me
When it’s you
It’s you
It’s—
[crescendo]
[Chorus]
[Outro]
[guitar riff returns
Softer]
Delete your name
From my trembling hands
I’m still shaking
But I understand
I am not a toy
You press and release
Next touch I give
Has to start with me