[Verse 1]
Scrolling through our pictures
Freeze-frame versions of me
Smiling like I had it all
But you were always hard to please
I changed my hair
My habits
Laughed softer
Spoke less truth
Bought a dress I couldn’t afford
Just to fit inside your view
[Pre-Chorus]
Every time I get closer
You move the finish line
I keep bleeding out effort
You just call it “doing fine”
[Chorus]
I’m never enough for you
I break myself in two
كل ما أعطيك، مو كافي
(Everything I give, not enough, baby)
I’m drowning in your quiet rules
Losing the best of me
لو مرة شفتني بقلبي
(If just once you saw me with my heart)
Maybe I’d finally feel complete
[Verse 2]
You say I’m “overthinking”
When I ask you what you need
But I’ve been busy shrinking
So you have more room to breathe
I cancel plans
I soften
I hide the loudest parts
You sleep like nothing’s missing
While I bargain with the dark
[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me
Who do I have to be
To get a little light from you?
I’m so tired of auditions
For a love I never knew
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
Ana تعبت من هاللعبة
(I’m tired of this game)
My reflection’s someone else
What’s left of my own name?
If I walk away at sunrise
Will you even feel the space?
ولا يمكن ترتاح لما
(Or maybe you’ll only rest when)
You don’t see my face
[crescendo]
[Chorus]