Aware

Do you see what you’ve done?

No really, do you?

It’s never you is it, always someone

Some breakthrough

Remembering your old ways

And your refusal

It doesn’t matter anyways

I don’t need your approval

Said I was done

And you do what you always do

Holding that metaphorical gun

No apologies or a thank you

Avoid, ignore, hide

Paranoid, done for & tongue tied

I now see you for what you truly are

Fuck you for everything

I shouldn’t have ever come back

Not on your invitation

Never crawling back

Fuck you, this is payback

Fuck that infatuation

You’re never going to grow up

You’ll forever be a fuck up

I’ve given everything I had & more

All the love wouldn’t change it

But what the fuck for?

I remembered how you get

How cruel you can be

Maybe I never truly did forget

Let’s just agree to disagree

It wouldn’t of ever worked out

Would of been worse off

No doubt

I never told you where to find me

Because I knew

I didn’t want you to

This was bound to happen

To fall apart

I didn’t say good bye

Just said I was done

Fuck you for all those tears

Fuck you & you can fuck off too

Fuck you for wasting all of those years

To see you again would be tragic

I won’t fall for your trickery & lies

Maybe there’s no such thing as magic

It is you, who I truely despise

You’re so flawed, what’s even left?

Taking so much of my time

It’s pretty much theft

The scars you made

The wreckage you left behind

The memories of you will

Fade…