Cold Again (Last Resort Love)

I feel the cold again,

I feel alone again…

Yeah, every time you leave, it hits my skin —

I feel the cold again,

I feel alone again.

I feel the cold again,

I feel alone again…

Baby, every time you fade, I break within —

I feel the cold again.

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My heart is so cold, I feel so alone,

Stayed up all night, girl — wish you’d come home.

I’d pull you close, try to heal these bones,

But you left me sinking like six feet below.

Looking back now, I see the knife in my spine,

Life feels heavy — I’m stuck in rewind.

You said forever, but forever lied —

Now the only thing that answers me is the night.

You got me thinking I’m the problem,

Thinking maybe I’m forgotten.

Demons in my room keep knockin’,

Every breath feels like I’m dropping.

Don’t tell me it’s over — I can’t live that way,

All I fucking do is think YOUR name.

Baby girl, just trust what I say…

You were the warmth that kept me awake.

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Addicted to love, yeah, you were my supplier,

You and I burn fast like a wildfire.

Your words cut deep — sharp barbed wire,

Guess that’s how it feels loving a liar…

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I feel the cold again (cold in my bones),

I feel alone again (alone in my home).

I feel the cold again (you left me froze),

I feel alone again (and nobody knows).

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Pour the salt in my wounds, babe —

I just wanna feel something.

Rip the blood from my veins, babe —

Let this heart stop pumping.

Chemicals running in my veins,

Drowning in thoughts I can’t explain.

Feelings bleeding out my brain —

Right now I can’t feel a thing.

Woke up late just to waste away,

My favorite days are the rainy days.

Let it hit, let it rot, let it wash me grey —

Try my best, but this pain always stays.

You say you love me, but you ghost me slow,

How the hell you love a man you barely know?

Reach out, then vanish — you already know,

I’m just a last resort you call when you’re low.

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I just want space, but I want you near…

I don’t wanna hurt you, don’t come too near.

I’m trying my best, but the truth is clear —

I don’t know how to love without fear.

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I feel the cold again (it’s under my skin),

I feel alone again (I can’t let you in).

I feel the cold again (you’re gone again),

I feel alone again (I break again).

Yeah, I feel the cold again…

I feel alone again…

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Sometimes we walk into emptiness

because we think that’s all we deserve.

Sometimes we leave quietly,

hoping the past won’t follow…

But it always does.