Yah, I wake up late, alarm clock judging me
Mirror like 'bro, be real, who you tryna be?
Heart loud, life quiet, stress doing riots
Mama say 'pray" I say I am trying my best"
But my phone got 2% just like my rust
I'm deep in my thoughts but tripping on socks
Slipped in the kitchen, still chasing the top.
I laugh when I'm sad, yeah I joke when I'm broke
If life's a test then I'm cheating with hope
Smiling through pain, I ain't moving too first
I'm healing my heart while I laugh at my past
I got trust issues with promises made
They say ''tomorrow," I say define next
Been waiting so long even God need a text
I talk to my pain like "bro, chill today
It say "nah," then sit down and stay
I wanted a glow - up, got stressed instead
But at least my jokes still working thank God for my head
I laugh when I'm sad, yeah I joke when I'm broke
If life's a test then I'm cheating with hope
Smiling through pain, I ain't moving too first
I'm healing my heart while I laugh at my past
Yeah... I'm not perfect,I'm progressing in shoes
Sometimes I win, sometimes I lose
But if I fall, I fall will with grin.