[Intro][Layered dark rave trap][metal D&B][string quartet vamp][EDM fast][deep sub bass]
[Verse 1][Growly Husky male]
Eventually
everyone leaves
Dont need me
Want me
Abandon me
& Leave me feelin lonely
(Its Understandably)
Probably highly likely
My unbelievably difficult personality
Meanin nobody
Txts or calls me on my phone
No 1 stops
To ask why
Im always looking out for a best buy
& how much
[Hook][dark rave][Husky female][pitch bent fx]
But they do say that
it's better to be alone than
with somebody still feelin lonely
Left with only
Thoughts of insanity
Self profanity
I'm a freak
& Too unique
I just want to be free
To be the me
Inside that just wants to be happy
be weird & let out my inner geek
So you see
Bein alone could help me
find out, what its like to be
Free &
Authentically me
[Verse 2][Growly Husky male rap]
I could be havin way more fun
& this way I wont become
(Just another 1)
Of those John smiths
Even though it can be shit
Bein a chain breaker
(With brains) a ground breaker
Doin things a little strange
Another reason others say see ya later
Theyre outta range or hate change
& So I say Fuck them all anyway!
I dont want a person that bad
Who just makes me get annoyed & mad
Ill just suck it up & thats ok
Bein alone, on my own, Monday to Sunday all day everyday
Least I wont have to pick
Between bein me or playin a bit to fit in your clique.
Cos ya know what? (What?)
I'd rather not
Deal with the shit Like who said what
To who or not, cos
its just small mind crap
I don't give a fuck if I lose my spot
as your bestie on snap
Ok Cool unfollow my tik tok,
I'm all good I'm solid as
My Peace takes out
Anythin anyone else
Has & thats what I'm all about now
[Break][triple kick][layered bass drop][orchestral build up][cello vamp][layered bass loop]
[Bridge][haunting husky female][d&b emo trap][dynamic metal bassline][echo pitch fx][slow fast]
Its like no 1 likes me
They just ghost or uninvite me
Makes me ask if they really
Like bein round me
Or am I Detecting
Nothin worth suspecting
Or is my mind lying
To myself or them - I aint tryin
Seriously tho
I just wanna know
Why do they ignore me
Cos 2 seconds ago they said they adore me
say it to my face & be
honest I can handle it you'll see
Ok I might get angry
Or cry but just dont yell at me
Just talk, real talk, no shit or Whatever
Who cares what they say actually cos its never
True, Fuck off with that bull [intensity]
Dont take their word over mine but guess now I know who
Has my back for real
& it aint you!
[Outro][dark rave trap][gritty male][raspy female][cello]
& ya know what else Ive heard they say
That
life is short
It is what it is
So Murphys law
& irony, can give my ass a kiss [kiss fx]
I know that Karma has my back in all'a this
just gotta mind my own business
Laugh, Dance, cry & live
[big finish][high energy]
maybe thats the reason "they said" all this
Ha! I get it now! It Makes way more sense
- thank fuck eventually everyone leaves me
Might get some peace for once - Fucken yay!
WorldsDrone08
