Dear diary, it’s 8 a.m.
I think today I’ll be okay
I feel it in the way I breathe
Like maybe nothing breaks today
I tell myself “just stay calm”
Like I’ve got something to prove
Maybe if I play it right
I won’t have to come unglued
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Pre-Chorus
But I’ve said this all before
Like I don’t know how it ends
Every promise that I make
Starts to slip through my hands
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Chorus
My diary of this borderline mind
Every hour drawing a different line
I’m up, I’m down, I’m losing time
Trying to keep up with what’s inside
Every feeling amplified
Every thought I can’t outrun
It’s a war I try to escape
But there is no where I can run
Reading words I don’t remember saying
Running from myself between these pages
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Verse 2
It’s 2 p.m., I feel too much
Every word hits way too deep
I read between the smallest lines
If feels like something wants make me bleed
I overthink a simple text
Like it’s the end of everything
Turn a moment into chaos
From a tiny little thing
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Pre-Chorus 2
Now I’m spiraling again
And I don’t know how to stop
It’s like I’m watching from outside
While I’m coming undone on the spot
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Chorus
My diary of this borderline mind
Every hour drawing a different line
I’m up, I’m down, I’m losing time
Trying to keep up with what’s inside
Every feeling amplified
Every thought I can’t outrun
It’s a war I try to escape
But there is no where I can run
Reading words I don’t remember saying
Running from myself between these pages
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Bridge
It’s 1 a.m., I hate myself
For everything I said today
I didn’t mean to lose control
But I still pushed them all away
I swear tomorrow I’ll be better
I swear I’ll finally get it right
But I’ve made that same promise
Every single night
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Final Chorus
My diary of this borderline mind
Every hour drawing a different line
I’m up, I’m down, I’m losing time
Trying to keep up with what’s inside
Every feeling amplified
Every thought I can’t outrun
It’s a war I try to escape
But there is no where I can run
Reading words I don’t remember saying
Running from myself between these pages
Will I ever win this nightmare I’m in
HexandHalo
