

Prompt / Lyrics
Dear diary, it’s 8 a.m. I think today I’ll be okay I feel it in the way I breathe Like maybe nothing breaks today I tell myself “just stay calm” Like I’ve got something to prove Maybe if I play it right I won’t have to come unglued ⸻ Pre-Chorus But I’ve said this all before Like I don’t know how it ends Every promise that I make Starts to slip through my hands ⸻ Chorus My diary of this borderline mind Every hour drawing a different line I’m up, I’m down, I’m losing time Trying to keep up with what’s inside Every feeling amplified Every thought I can’t outrun It’s a war I try to escape But there is no where I can run Reading words I don’t remember saying Running from myself between these pages ⸻ Verse 2 It’s 2 p.m., I feel too much Every word hits way too deep I read between the smallest lines If feels like something wants make me bleed I overthink a simple text Like it’s the end of everything Turn a moment into chaos From a tiny little thing ⸻ Pre-Chorus 2 Now I’m spiraling again And I don’t know how to stop It’s like I’m watching from outside While I’m coming undone on the spot ⸻ Chorus My diary of this borderline mind Every hour drawing a different line I’m up, I’m down, I’m losing time Trying to keep up with what’s inside Every feeling amplified Every thought I can’t outrun It’s a war I try to escape But there is no where I can run Reading words I don’t remember saying Running from myself between these pages ⸻ Bridge It’s 1 a.m., I hate myself For everything I said today I didn’t mean to lose control But I still pushed them all away I swear tomorrow I’ll be better I swear I’ll finally get it right But I’ve made that same promise Every single night ⸻ Final Chorus My diary of this borderline mind Every hour drawing a different line I’m up, I’m down, I’m losing time Trying to keep up with what’s inside Every feeling amplified Every thought I can’t outrun It’s a war I try to escape But there is no where I can run Reading words I don’t remember saying Running from myself between these pages Will I ever win this nightmare I’m in
Tags
Emotional indie pop, soft piano, ambient textures, female vocals, introspective, dynamic shifts from calm to overwhelmed
4:09
No
4/4/2026