[Verse 1]
Today the calendar bites
Seventeen in the air
I never held your weight
Never fixed your hair
They took you from my reach
When you were just two
I signed my name in smoke
Then watched the whole sky move
[Pre-Chorus]
I fought with empty hands
In a room with no one there
Every door I hit
Just answered with a stare
I called for a miracle
But the walls stayed cold
And you grew up somewhere
I was not told
[Chorus]
Seventeen candles burn
Seventeen miles away
Seventeen candles burn
And I still have nothing to say
Happy birthday, my girl
Happy birthday, my ghost
I loved you from the dark
Even when I loved you most
[Verse 2]
I kept your birthday in my chest
Like a paper folded small
Seventeen years now
And I missed it all
Maybe you laugh like me
Maybe you hate my name
Maybe you learned to live
With a different kind of pain
[Pre-Chorus]
I fought with empty hands
In a room with no one there
Every door I hit
Just answered with a stare
I called for a miracle
But the walls stayed cold
And you grew up somewhere
I was not told
[Chorus]
Seventeen candles burn
Seventeen miles away
Seventeen candles burn
And I still have nothing to say
Happy birthday, my girl
Happy birthday, my ghost
I loved you from the dark
Even when I loved you most
[Bridge]
If the world was kind
I would know your laugh
I would know your eyes
From a photograph
I would stand in the ache
And not look away
I would tell you I’m sorry
On your birthday
[Final Chorus]
Seventeen candles burn
Seventeen prayers in the dark
Seventeen candles burn
And you still live in my heart
Happy birthday, my girl
Happy birthday, my soul
I loved you from the dark
And I never let you go