Search My Name”
Verse 1
Type my name into the glowing light
See the wreckage from another life
Old mugshots and business dreams
Half the truth and broken screens
Everybody thinks they know the man
From a headline they don’t understand
But nobody was there at 3AM
When I was trying to hold the world together with my bare hands
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Pre-Chorus
Yeah, I made mistakes that echo loud
Some bridges burned right to the ground
But there’s more to me than what survives online
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Chorus
Go ahead and search my name
Watch the fire, watch the blame
Read the pages, judge the scars
Count the losses, count the stars
But you won’t see the nights I stayed alive
Or the dreams that somehow still survive
The internet can keep its flames
It still don’t know me
Just knows my name
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Verse 2
Now I write songs in a quiet room
Trying to outrun an old courtroom
Building castles out of pain
Trying to feel clean again
And every idea I touch somehow
Still believes there’s time left now
Maybe broken people build the best things
‘Cause they know exactly what destruction means
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Chorus
Go ahead and search my name
Watch the fire, watch the blame
Read the pages, judge the scars
Count the losses, count the stars
But you won’t see the love I gave
Or the parts of me I couldn’t save
The internet can throw its chains
It still don’t know me
Just knows my name
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Bridge
I was young enough to think I couldn’t fall
Proud enough to try and outrun it all
Now every mirror tells the truth
And every scar points back to youth
But I’m still here
Still creating
Still fighting not to disappear
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Final Chorus
So search my name
Yeah, search my name
You’ll find the smoke but not the flame
You’ll never hear the late-night prayers
Or see the man beneath the wear
A thousand pages can explain
Everything except
Who I became
