Lyrics
[Verse 1]
For what it cost me
I learned the price
The bottle talked sweet
Then it cut me twice
The pills were small
But they moved like thieves
They emptied my pockets
Then rattled my sleeves
I lost my grip
I lost my name
I wore that ruin
Like a badge of shame
Now I can see
What I almost broke
I touched the fire
And I came back smoked
[Pre-Chorus]
Took everything
Left me bones and scars
Now I count my blessings
On these broken bars
I was lost, I was low
I was raw, I was bare
Now I kiss the ground
Just to still be here
[Chorus]
They took it all from me
(They took it all)
Now I know what I have
(I know what I have)
I’m grateful for the wound
(Grateful for the wound)
I’m happier now
Because I got through
Alcohol taught me
(Alcohol taught me)
How to let it go
How to let it go
I’m alive, I’m awake
I won’t go back
I won’t go back
[Verse 2]
I saw my friends
Turn into smoke
Goodbyes in the hallway
Cold hands, hard jokes
My hands were shaking
My heart was loud
I was begging silence
In a crowded crowd
Then came the morning
Clean and plain
No cheap excuses
No hiding pain
I learned my hunger
I learned my fear
I learned my strength
When I stayed right here
[Pre-Chorus]
Took everything
Left me bones and scars
Now I count my blessings
On these broken bars
I was lost, I was low
I was raw, I was bare
Now I kiss the ground
Just to still be here
[Chorus]
They took it all from me
(They took it all)
Now I know what I have
(I know what I have)
I’m grateful for the wound
(Grateful for the wound)
I’m happier now
Because I got through
Alcohol taught me
(Alcohol taught me)
How to let it go
How to let it go
I’m alive, I’m awake
I won’t go back
I won’t go back
[Bridge]
I don’t praise the wreck
I don’t miss the lie
I just learned to love
What survived
Every scar says
You can stand again
Every empty night
Made room for friends
So if I’m singing now
It’s with a cracked-up voice
I was given back
A harder choice
[Final Chorus]
They took it all from me
(They took it all)
Now I know what I have
(I know what I have)
I’m grateful for the wound
(Grateful for the wound)
I’m happier now
Because I got through
Alcohol taught me
(Alcohol taught me)
How to let it go
How to let it go
I’m alive, I’m awake
I won’t go back
I won’t go back
Details
GeneratedJun 16, 2026
Duration3:31
LanguageEnglish
Style
Rap-rock metal with female vocals, midtempo and pounding with half-time drums, syncopated bass, distorted guitars, and trap-style accents; verse rides tight rap over sparse riff and kick, pre-chorus strips to snare hits and rising gang shouts, chorus slams with stacked screamed doubles and chant hooks. Filter sweeps, reversed cymbal lifts, final chorus with wide harmonies. Bright, aggressive, punchy mix., rock, rap
Credits
Prompt by
Batman
BatmanModelAria v5.5
Prompt
female, rap, rock, metalfor whatalcohol anddrugs taught me they taught me to appreciate what haveThey took everything from megrateful for everythingthealcohol taught me becausehappier now becauseof it
