[Verse 1]
I woke up in the wrong skin
Same face, different name
Mirror said “come in”
I stood there anyway
My hands feel borrowed
My voice sounds split
Every door I open
Leads back to this
[Pre-Chorus]
If I move left
I fall right through
If I say “stay”
I run from you
Tell me the shape
Of a way back home
'Cause everything I touch
Turns into smoke
[Chorus]
I don’t know up or down
I don’t know up or down
I keep spinning out
I keep spinning out
Call my name out loud
Call my name out loud
I’m not here right now
I’m not here right now
[Verse 2]
My phone screen glared
Like a tiny grave
Same old messages
From a stranger I made
I laugh in pieces
I cry in waves
Everybody sees me
But not my face
I try to speak
It comes out rough
Like broken glass
And bad luck
[Pre-Chorus]
If I chase the sun
It drags me deep
If I close my eyes
The floor goes steep
Tell me the shape
Of a way back home
'Cause everything I touch
Turns into smoke
[Chorus]
I don’t know up or down
I don’t know up or down
I keep spinning out
I keep spinning out
Call my name out loud
Call my name out loud
I’m not here right now
I’m not here right now
[Bridge]
[Half-time]
If I break apart
Will I fit again?
If I lose this pain
Do I lose my friend?
I’m all sharp edges
And shaking hands
Standing in the wreckage
Trying to understand
[Final Chorus]
I don’t know up or down
I don’t know up or down
I keep spinning out
I keep spinning out
Call my name out loud
Call my name out loud
Pull me back somehow
Pull me back somehow
I don’t know up or down
I don’t know up or down
But I’m still here now
I’m still here now