Silent Suffering

Im starting to-brake you never leave my mind

Pretend I'm fine, but I’m falling behind

It’s just a mater of time

I’m trying my best to be better but there’s a hole in my chest

Since you you left me no one cold ever know what we been through

Thought I was strong, but I’m breaking apart

Haunted by the memories, scars in my heart

They see a smile, but inside I’m torn

Hidden pain, I wear it like a thorn

Feeling lost alone and surrounded

Wishing someone could see me like u did

I’d rather wear the pain than let it show

Keep my wounds hidden, so they won’t know

I blame myself for the day he left

Carrying sorrow that I can’t forget

Always optimistic, they believe I’m okay

But I’m just pretending each day

I’m quietly screaming your name, I remain

Hiding the weight, hiding the pain

If I could just let go, shed the disguise

Find peace in the truth behind my eyes

But I keep holding on, deep within

Hoping someday I’ll find where to begin

So I’ll carry on, masks on my face

Hiding the despair, embracing the chase

Maybe one day I’ll find release

Till then, u in my dreams is my silent peace