in silence

Verse 1

I still see you when the room goes quiet

In the back of my head, you’re still there

The way you looked at me, so patient

Like you already knew I’d disappear

I was standing right in front of something good

But I couldn’t feel a thing back then

I turned my back and called it freedom

Left you hurting just to save myself

Pre-Chorus

I told myself I needed space

But it was fear in a different shape

You were ready, I was running

Now I’m here with nothing

Chorus

I’m sorry for the nights I let you fall alone

For every time I chose the dark instead of home

I was scared, I was weak, I couldn’t see

You were giving every part of you to me

Yeah, I’m sorry that I lost you on my own

Closed my heart and watched you walk out the door

I can’t fix it, I can’t change what’s true

So I’ll love you in silence

Yeah, I’ll love you in silence

Verse 2

I hear your voice like a warning now

Every word hits harder late at night

The way your hand fit into mine

I don’t know how I missed the signs

Everything with you was honest

Every room felt safe and warm

I was chasing empty feelings

While you were right there all along

Pre-Chorus

If I could turn the car around

I’d say the things I won’t say now

But you’re already gone

And I’m the only one holding on

Chorus

I’m sorry for the nights I let you fall alone

For every time I chose the dark instead of home

I was scared, I was weak, I couldn’t see

You were giving every part of you to me

Yeah, I’m sorry that I lost you on my own

Closed my heart and watched you walk out the door

I can’t fix it, I can’t change what’s true

So I’ll love you in silence

Yeah, I’ll love you in silence

I know apologies don’t change a thing

I know your heart won’t answer when I sing

But if loving you means letting go

Then I’ll carry this alone

Final Chorus

I’m sorry for the nights I let you down

For walking away when love was all around

I was scared, I was weak, I didn’t want to see

You were everything you said you’d be

Yeah, I’m sorry that I lost you, I was wrong

Held my pride and now you’re gone

I can’t make it right, but this is true

I’ll love you in silence

Outro

Every night

Yeah, I’ll love you in silence