A positive light but at night It surely goes dimmer.
Sometimes I’m alright but my patients grow slimmer.
Beating the last level with the devil while you are just a beginner.
All the doubters I devour in the end I’ll be the winner.
My thoughts scream life’s not what it seems i I still won’t surrender.
Until the earth goes still or when I’m the number one contender.
While you’re laid back off track I’m playing defender.
Im the Einstein of suffering hustling I’m the inventor.
“Forgive or forget I don’t give a shit I heard what you said and that is it”
My writing keeps me fighting one hell of a way to cope.
In rumford Maine the way to silence you’re pain is using dope.
Without poetry i would being hanging from a tree by a rope.
Is my strange behavior a savior to myself or just an escape.
Either way I think it’s okay I’ll say it’s not a mistake.
My minds complicated but as I stated I won’t break.
Change is good its great give it a try you’re never too late.
Why do friends pretend to be proud of you’re success.
They don’t want you blessed they want to see you with less.
Instead of doing you’re best they want to see you stressed.
Does my back look like a rack for you too bury you’re blade.
Stayed during my brightest moments but left when I was in the shade.
Loyalty was displayed when I got paid when I had nothing then I got played.
Wouldn’t surprise me but it drives me to be elite
When I rise in disguise you will all feel the heat.
Get that ass in gear have a career never taste defeat.
Until the day you can say you are finally complete.
No one has the devotion the heart or the emotion to have you beat.
“Forgive or forget I don’t give a shit I heard what you said and that is it”
Running rapidly trying to live happily the taste of success is scrumptious.
So I’ve heard but shit occurred lost my way with a broken compass.
Sadly not a saint the picture I try to paint is be positive and kind.
Finding self happiness is a milestone
that I’ll own I won’t be declined.
Don’t abandon you’re companion never leave you’re brothers behind.
Hate is hideous people are oblivious when people feel broken.
If you are like me then you think the key
is a distraction to laugh and start joking.
Believe in yourself make moves in stealth be happy for you’re friends achievements.
Never know when they’ll end up in a box and your last talk was a disagreement.
Murrmanski
