Without a trace

I'm the fool, as I proceeded to be.

Deceiving, misleading ,

And treating you the way you need to be treated.

Maybe for once you could tell me how your feeling.

Just stuck in the in between dealing.

Surely not thrilling.

Just look at the amounts of life that I have been killing.

And the question you ask is how the fuck I am feeling.

I am struggling a lot. Sometimes it seems so fucking useless. I had the time of my life. But older I get when I'm starting to forget.

Growing up is stupid.

Mother fucker I hate adulting. I'm just waiting for a opening. To take it all back. And be done with hoping. Hoping for shit never helped nobody.

So take it all back. It's all that we have.

What you have taken. Was not given up that easy.

Just remember I don't need you. I choose to have you in my space. If you were not worth my time. I'd leave without a trace.

I don't need you but you need me.

I tried to show you something real.

But still you couldn't see.

That I want you to do you. I'd love me to do me.

Even now it's hard for you to conceive.

I see you now, how blind could I be.

Not to see all that you have taken from me.

I am struggling a lot. Sometimes it seems so fucking useless. I had the time of my life. But older I get when I'm starting to forget.

Growing up is stupid.

Mother fucker I hate adulting. I'm just waiting for a opening. To take it all back. And be done with hoping. Hoping for shit never helped nobody.

So take it all back. It's all that we have.

What you have taken. Was not given up that easy.

Just remember I don't need you. I choose to have you in my space. If you were not worth my time. I'd leave without a trace.

I don't need you but you need me.

I tried to show you something real.

But still you couldn't see.

I'm the fool, as I proceeded to be.

Deceiving, misleading ,

And treating you the way you need to be treated.

Maybe for once you could tell me how your feeling.

Mother fucker I hate adulting. I'm just waiting for a opening. To take it all back. And be done with hoping. Hoping for shit never helped nobody.

So take it all back. It's all that we have.

What you have taken. Was not given up that easy.

Just remember I don't need you. I choose to have you in my space. If you were not worth my time. I'd leave without a trace.