I love to hate you more

It does not bother me to know

to really hate. You must first find love.

Did you even see me there.

How can I Love you, When I Hate you so much,

Why cant you Just open your eyes look around and really See what the fuck is missing.

I dont want anymore of your lame excuses infact just sit there and talk to yourself.

Because I'm done fucking listening.

I Wish You could be right here with me, so I can show you. How it feels To be pushed away. Cut down and discarded. im no closer to holding you close more like holding you back.

I Just cant take anymore of the stupid ass bull shit.

I hate that I love you

But I love to hate you more

I gave you the best of me. is this not the part. Where you start standing by side.

Instead you stay behind and you hide.

How long are you gonna make me wait

How long, till you have taken everything from me.

All I found in you Was a shallow empty nothingness I thought could not be true,

Well fuck you,

because now I know depths

you were willing to go,

to try and Control me.

Still I hate that love you but I fucking love to hate you more.

So'its time, for a little Piece of mind,, Really It seems to me. my longs have collapsed, But you still have a hold of my heart, Now Im so fucked up. Was this your game all along convince me I was right for you, Clearly I was wrong, The entire fucking time.

I have no doubt, you could never trust, so how Could you ever love me. Now I'm down and I'm out, you will never fucking find me so, So stop fucking trying.I dont need anything, from you.

Take all lies fights and freak outs. Bitch you can can fucking have them,

I hate that I love you

But I love to hate you more

I gave you the best of me.

is this not the part. Where you start standing by side.

Instead you stay behind and you hide.

How long are you gonna make me wait

How long, till you have taken everything from me.

All I found in you

Was a shallow empty nothingness

I thought could not be true,

Well fuck you,

because now I know depths

you were willing to go,

to try and Control me.

Still I hate that love you but I fucking love to hate you more.

All I found in you

Was a shallow nothingness I thought could not be true,

Well fuck you,

because now I know depths

you were willing to go, to try and

Control me.

Still I hate that love you but I fucking love to hate you more.