I don't need you to say it
I feel it very clearly
It feels oh so real
You all despise me really
the skin i live in
is wearing thin
you've gotten under it
again
Why is it so hard
It hurts so much but you want more
The pain is relentless
But you go back for more
Toxic is the feeling
Yet the high is so high
But the low is so low
Why keep going back for more
It's pure connection
It's pure addiction
It's pure insanity
It's pure love.
[Pre Chorus]
SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO GET DISRESPECTFUL TO REMIND PEOPLE THAT YOU WERE BEING RESPECTFUL ALL ALONG.
I'm just exhausted inside.
Too many thoughts, too many disappointments, and too many nights spent fighting my own mind.
[Chorus]
bad brain. sad brain. mad brain. My brain is trying to tell me I'm fucked. Dammit brain stop
I've had 'bout enough
I know you want justice From those who fucked up. I don't do forgiveness
I cannot forget
The old me is dead now
A new me is set free.
[Verse]
The pain of being me is a burden,
and I will carry it to the grave.
because survival built the costume.
i am trying not to make a funeral out of every bad day. ridiculous, burnt, breathing, again.
You're hopeless and you're useless,
I will push you to the end Keep listening and focus, I will break you, you will bend
[Pre Chorus]
SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO GET DISRESPECTFUL TO REMIND PEOPLE THAT YOU WERE BEING RESPECTFUL ALL ALONG.
I'm just exhausted inside.
Too many thoughts, too many disappointments, and too many nights spent fighting my own mind.
[Chorus]
bad brain. sad brain. mad brain. My brain is trying to tell me I'm fucked. Dammit brain stop
I've had 'bout enough
I know you want justice From those who fucked up. I don't do forgiveness
I cannot forget
The old me is dead now
A new me is set free.
[Bridge]
Yet the high is so high
But the low is so low
Why keep going back for more
It's pure connection
It's pure addiction
It's pure insanity
It's pure love.
You're hopeless and you're useless,
I will push you to the end Keep listening and focus, I will break you, you will bend
[Chorus]
bad brain. sad brain. mad brain. My brain is trying to tell me I'm fucked. Dammit brain stop
I've had 'bout enough
I know you want justice From those who fucked up. I don't do forgiveness
I cannot forget
The old me is dead now
A new me is set free.
[Outro]
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