Ocean Shore

When I stand at the ocean shore

I can look far in the endless horizon

It's the mirror of the emptiness inside

And the raugh sea is like the chaotic storm in me

Storms come up and followed by sunshine

That reflects my mood swings inside

It changes faster than day turns to night

Bringing with it the anxiety

The Ocean shore marks my emotional borderline

If I step over, I could drown

But if I stay, the path will be dark

It's the path that I know

The waves mark my friendships

Try to hold on to them, but in the end they break

But some are not like waves, they are who will stay

They are like a little sunlight in my dark life

I take a photo of this view in black and white

Do I like the endlessness or the ocean shore

I can't like both, so I have to decide

Everything in life is a black or white decision

I build a few lines with stones

The wind and time tries to destroy the lines

But they will stay, like my scars

Scars that covers my body like tatoos

The sand is blown across the beach in the wind

The sand is like me when I lose control of myself

And I react impulsively again

If the wind is calm again, it is like me afterwards