Still on the way

I want to turn my back on you

I want to turn my back on you

I want to turn my back on you

I found a hold

In this troubled land

All the lies that I told

Are now banned

Escaping the bad habit

Chased by my own fear

I don't want to be an addict

But still the voices I hear

Come back, don't leave me

Life was better, can't you see

Will I fall back

Or can I hold what I have

Will I find myself back in relapse

Dragged back into the past

I learned walking again

Step by step, going slow

But still healing from the pain

I was my own foe

Voices in my head get stronger

But I try to shut them down

Day by day I'm getting sober

Fearing the next breakdown

Come back, don't leave me

Life was better, can't you see...

Come back, don't leave me

Life was better, can't you see

Will I fall back

Or can I hold what I have

Will I find myself back in relapse

Dragged back into the past

Last night

I had a bottle in my hand

I almost lost the fight

But luckily I could withstand

Next morning I felt relieved

That I could stand my ground

Still feel the bleed

I'm still lost, can I be found

Enough

Voices in my head

Shut Up

I'm still on the way to sobriety

Still afraid that I might stumble

Too many scars remind me

I just hope the path won't crumble

...

Still on the way