The Voices of a Dead

I'm sorry that I left this place

I'm sorry for leaving you back

But I couldn't bear this place anymore

To much pain, to much negativity were too much

I'm at a place now

Where I can wander in happiness

A place without pain or negativeness

A place where I don't feel hopeless

One request I have

Please forgive me

And please don't forgett me

Remember the nice time we had

I would have liked to fight longer

But the will to die was stronger

And every day was so dark

I didn't even hear the silver song of a lark

I'm sorry that I left this place

I'm sorry for leaving you back

But I couldn't bear this place anymore

To much pain, to much negativity were too much

I didn't want to die, but I had no choice

I just followed the inner voice

One request I have

Please forgive me

And please don't forgett me

Remember the nice time we had

I can understand, when you are sad now

That you wonder why

But you should know, I tried otherwise

But didn't get the help I needed

I felt the weight of helplessness

I felt a kind of loneliness

Even when you where there

In the end it was too much

I didn't want to die, but I had no choice

I just followed the inner voice

I'm sorry that I left this place

I'm sorry for leaving you back

But I couldn't bear this place anymore

To much pain, to much negativity were too much