[Verse 1]
You can't see the pain in me
That I'm drowning in my own dark sea
You can't see my inner fights
And my long nights
[Verse 2]
You see the big show I play
But actually it's just a nother dark day
I pretend that I feel fine
But that isn't a feeling of mine
[Chorus]
The positive masquarade I show
It's not that what I feel below
Wearing the masquarade of happiness
But filled underneath with emptiness
[Verse 3]
The sadness I washed away
With smile of a wonderful day
Showing me in a good mood
But caught in a inner bad neighbourhood
[Verse 4]
I learned to hide
The chaos inside
I learned to shine bright
But in me there is only a dull light
[Chorus]
The positive masquarade I show
It's not that what I feel below
Wearing the masquarade of happiness
But filled underneath with emptiness
[Verse 5]
No one sees how I fall apart
You only see how I beginn an new start
No one sees me break
That my dark thoughts keep me awake
[Verse 6]
And no one sees the loneliness
And the weight of hoplesness
You only see me working like a machine
It's like an daily automatic routine
[Chorus]
The positive masquarade I show
It's not that what I feel below
Wearing the masquarade of happiness
But filled underneath with emptiness
[Verse 7]
But for you I fake that all away
For you all, I show the bright way
For you I pretend, that I found a safe place
But I'm hanging around in an empty space
[Verse 8]
I won't isolate myself for you
I show you, that happiness can be true
I won't show you my affliction
I'll show you a positiv opinion
[Chorus]
There is no more positive masquarade I can show
It's darkness I feel below
Wearing the masquarade of emptiness
But try to fill it with happiness
Konali
