Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Gray eyes in the bathroom mirror
Counting tiles like tiny sins
Every tap and line and whisper
Feels like proof of where I’ve been
You said “stop being dramatic”
I heard “you’re a broken thing”
Tangled in the habits I inherited
Like your old wedding ring
[Chorus]
Yeah I’ve got OCD
Say it out loud so it can’t own me
Still these bad thoughts
Bite like frost on my teeth
I blame you
Dad
For the rules inside my head
Hidden in plain sight
But it’s my life instead
OCD
But I’m not your regret
[Verse 2]
You’d laugh when my hands got red
From scrubbing at invisible stains
Called it “being careful”
I called it “surviving the shame”
Now I triple-check the front door
Like I’m locking you out again
But you live in every pattern
Every loop
Every if
Every when
[Chorus]
Yeah I’ve got OCD
Say it out loud so it can’t own me
Still these bad thoughts
Drag me down in the deep
I blame you
Dad
For the fear under my breath
Hidden in plain sight
Smiling through the mess
OCD
But I’m not your regret
[Bridge]
I’m tired of your ghost in my routines (oh)
Of flinching at the floorboards that don’t creak
If I break the spell
If I leave the light
Will I lose you
Or finally feel right?
[Chorus]
Yeah I’ve got OCD
Say it out loud so it can’t own me
Still these bad thoughts
Cling like smoke to my teeth
I blame you
Dad
But I’m learning what is left
Hidden in plain sight
I’m a scar
Not a threat
OCD
And I’m owning every breath
Style
popsmoky indie pop over sparsedetuned keys and brushed drums; raspy british female vocals right up on the micbreaths and cracks left in. verses stay hushed and confessional with close-miked room tone; chorus opens with saturated bass swellshazy padsand double-tracked hook. subtle reverse reverb tails and distant gang harmonies on key phrases heighten the “hidden in plain sight” themeending on a bare vocal and single piano note.rawfemale vocalsindie pop
Prompt
first person. i blame my dad for all my ocd problems. say OCD. owning ocd still struggling. gray eyes. raspy britsh female voice. hidden in plain sight. raw struggle. smoky indie pop. bad thoughts. :(
Credits
Prompt by
Rin
RinGeneratedApr 6, 2026
ModelAria v5.5
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