[Verse 1]
Same old barstool
Same chipped glass
Lipstick rings around my past
I said I’d quit that winter
Then again last spring
Now I’m here counting seconds
Like they’re chips I’m gonna win
[Chorus]
All my bad habits coming home
Cards on the table
Mind blown
I’m drinking like I’m drowning slow
I’m laughing while I lose control
Cigarettes and crooked alibis
I don’t recognize my life
Every part of me’s been rearranged
But there’s grey in my eyes that never changed
[Verse 2]
Pocket full of scratch-offs
Ash on my sleeve
I bet on every promise
Just to watch it leave
Phone screen silent
Name list thin
I scroll through ghosts
Then I start again (yeah)
[Chorus]
All my bad habits coming home
Cards on the table
Mind blown
I’m drinking like I’m drowning slow
I’m laughing while I lose control
Cigarettes and crooked alibis
I don’t recognize my life
Every part of me’s been rearranged
But there’s grey in my eyes that never changed
[Bridge]
I talk to myself in the bathroom light
“Stranger in the mirror
You alright?”
Lines on my face
But I still can’t read
What the hell is happening to me
Too old for this
Too young to care
I’m so surrounded by empty air (oh)
If I disappear into the haze
Will anybody notice anyway?
[Chorus]
All my bad habits coming home
Cards on the table
Mind blown
I’m drinking like I’m drowning slow
I’m laughing while I lose control
Cigarettes and crooked alibis
I don’t recognize my life
Every part of me’s been rearranged
But there’s grey in my eyes that never changed
[Outro]
Same old barstool
Same tired lies
World keeps spinning
I stay tied
Everything about me’s come undone
But these grey eyes
Watch it run