Intro – soft, almost whispered)
Yeah…
This for the ones still here…
Even when they don’t wanna be…
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(Hook)
The weight of loss got my chest caved in,
Tryna breathe but I’m breakin’ within,
You gone, now the world feel dim,
Still talk to your ghost like you listenin’.
The weight of loss, yeah it don’t let go,
Every memory cut me slow,
I’m still here but I feel so low…
Tell me why you had to go…
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(Verse 1)
How I put this pain into words that stick?
Feels like my soul got a permanent rip,
Ever since you left, yeah, nothin’ the same,
Sun still rise but I don’t feel the flame.
Anguish follow me, flock of dark thoughts,
Every quiet moment turn into a cross,
I carry your name in the back of my mind,
But the silence you left? Yeah, that shit loud.
My chest stay heavy, like it’s filled with stone,
In a crowded room but I’m still alone,
Depression clingin’, won’t loosen grip,
Got me drownin’ slow in this endless trip.
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(Hook)
The weight of loss got my chest caved in,
Tryna breathe but I’m breakin’ within,
You gone, now the world feel dim,
Still talk to your ghost like you listenin’.
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(Verse 2)
World went dark when you slipped away,
Now every night feel like endless gray,
No light, no warmth, no place to run,
Just memories playin’ on repeat, one by one.
Thoughts get loud, yeah, they whisper low,
Say “let it end, you don’t gotta hold,”
And I’d be lyin’ if I said I don’t hear ‘em…
But I fight back—yeah, I still fear ‘em.
I’m tired… yeah, I ain’t gon’ lie,
Some days I don’t even wanna try,
But deep inside, there’s a spark that stays,
A small-ass flame that won’t fade away.
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(Bridge – stripped down)
Why you leave me here with this pain to hold?
Why love feel warm then turn so cold?
I’m angry… I’m broken… I don’t understand…
But I still reach out like you grabbin’ my hand…
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(Verse 3)
I still cherish everything we was,
Every laugh, every touch, every ounce of love,
You gone from this world but not from me,
You live in my heart—eternally.
I’m tryna stand but I stumble still,
Tryna heal wounds that don’t feel real,
But I promise you this—I won’t let it win,
I’ll carry your love ‘til my very end.
I’ll keep you alive in the way I live,
In the love I show, in the light I give,
Even in darkness, I’m searchin’ for peace,
Hopin’ one day this pain decrease.
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(Outro – soft, fading)
Yeah…
I’m still here…
And that gotta mean somethin’.
You my light…
Even now.
Piperannxl
