Intro]
(heartbeat… static…)
Yeah… I said I was done…
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[Verse 1]
I said I’m done, I meant that shit
Sunday night, I almost quit
Mirror talk, I swore I’d change
By the morning—I’m deranged
Cold hands shaking, going numb
Chasing what I’ve become
Needles talking, I obey
Just to make it through the day
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[Pre-Chorus]
I know this road, I’ve walked it twice
Same damn hell, different nights
Tell myself I’m in control…
But I already sold my soul
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[Chorus]
It’s that Monday switch—flip, I’m gone
One wrong move and I’m back on
One day clean, then I relapse
Heart goes silent, mind goes black
It’s that cycle I can’t fight
Darkness dressed up as a high
I say “never”—that’s a lie
Monday hits… I say goodbye
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[Verse 2]
Lucid dreams that turn to screams
Nothing’s ever what it seems
Floating, falling, can’t come down
Lost but somehow still around
Every promise starts to fade
Every “no” turns into “okay”
Feel it creeping in my soul
Like something else in control
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[Pre-Chorus]
I know this voice, it sounds like me
But it lies so perfectly
Says “just once”—then I fall…
Right back into nothing at all
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[Chorus]
It’s that Monday switch—flip, I’m gone
Same old story, same old song
One day hope, then collapse
Heart goes hollow, lungs collapse
It’s that cycle I can’t break
Every hit’s another mistake
I say “never”—still a lie
Monday hits… I say goodbye
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[Bridge]
Needles kiss like fake romance
Pull me deeper in a trance
Love and pain blur into one
I don’t feel—I just become
Screaming out but no one hears
Drowning in these silent years
Reaching for a light I miss…
But the dark feels like a kiss
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[Breakdown / Whisper]
Just one more…
Just one more…
That’s what I said before…
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[Final Chorus]
It’s that Monday switch—flip, I’m gone
Same addiction, different dawn
One day strong, then erased
I don’t even feel my face
It’s that cycle, no escape
Every breath I suffocate
I say “never”—watch me lie…
Monday comes… I don’t fight
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[Outro]
In the mirror, who am I…
Just a ghost that won’t survive
Chasing numbness just to feel…
Anything that might be real
(heartbeat fades…)
Piperannxl
