[Verse 1 - Aggressive]
I tried to stay quiet.
I tried to stay clean.
But something inside me
rotted me into someone else.
[Verse 1B]
I learned how to smile when I’m rotting inside,
How to bleed without leaving a trace.
Every promise I made was a beautiful lie
That exploded right in my face.
I built my spine out of borrowed beliefs,
Every word felt rehearsed and safe.
Now my hands are empty, my mouth full of teeth,
And I’m done pretending I’m okay.
[Bridge - Enhanced Ending]
I don’t need your truth, I’m not listening you–
stop carving my shape. let me fucking break.
I’ve been holding myself together with hate,
And it’s all I have left to spare. I’m done pretending I’m okay.
I HEAR ENOUGH.
I’VE HAD ENOUGH.
I HEAR ENOUGH.
I’VE HAD ENOUGH.
shut the fuck up
You are not right.
I hate you so much
You are fucking trash
[Shadow Choir]
[(whispered, deep, multi-layered)]
[CHOIR (low whisper):]
WON’T BE SAVED — DON’T YOU FUCKING TRY!
I’M STILL STANDING EVEN IF I’M DYING INSIDE!
I’M NOT A HERO, I’M NOT YOUR CAUSE!
I’M JUST A SCREAM WITH BROKEN LAWS!
[CHOIR (low voice):]
DON’T SAY MY NAME LIKE IT MEANS A DAMN THING!
DON’T PRETEND YOU KNOW WHAT I’VE SEEN!
IF THIS IS THE END — LET IT BURN BRIGHT AND TRUE!
I’D RATHER DIE LOUD
THAN LIVE LIKE YOU!
[CHOIR (high echo):]
shut. the. fuck. up.
shut. the. fuck. up.
[CHOIR (rising, percussive):]
If you see me falling apart,
Don’t fix me — just stay.
I’m not asking for a restart,
Just don’t turn your face away.
[CHOIR (all, like a mantra):]
I didn’t choose this fire.
But I’m done putting it out.
They taught me fear like it was truth,
Taught me pain was earned.
Now every scar is a fucking proof
Of lessons never learned.
[Final Chorus]
I WON’T BE SAVED — I SET THE MATCH!
I’M DONE APOLOGIZING FOR THE LIFE I CRACKED!
I’M NOT YOUR PROJECT, I’M NOT YOUR SIN!
I’M THE VOICE YOU TRIED TO BURY IN!
I STAND IN THE NOISE WHERE THE WEAK STAY QUIET!
MY HEART BEATS WAR — I WON’T DENY IT!
IF THIS WORLD WANTS ME SMALL AND NUMB,
I’LL BURN IT DOWN
JUST TO FEEL FUCKING ALIVE!
REMEMBER ME WRONG!
REMEMBER ME REAL!
REMEMBER I FOUGHT
WHEN I COULDN’T HEAL!
[Final Outro]
I won’t be saved…
I won’t be erased…
If I disappear —
I did it my way.
No gods.
No masks.
Just fire in my chest.
ALEKSKENO
